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The Beginning of Self-realisation;
Step 1; Simply accept that the physical self or persona, faces a hard task, for rich or poor alike. Physical pain equalises when the outer and inner self meet in dynamic equilibrium with each other.
When that point is reached, the seeming chaos of matter, under spirit-will takes on ordered forms, manifesting over aeons of time, finding fulfillment in human creative, feeling, thinking and thought, sensing the dynamics of inner and outer realities of worlds born and ever reborn.
Soul or self-consciousness penetrates and transcends the sensations of the most excruciating bodily and mental pain.
It looks at an incarnation as a fleeting moment in the manifestation of the eternal flame, the virgin mind waking up to its spirit-spark, will and power of life and evolution, the unseen revealed in the seen.
It is the lone individual human spirit whose call goes out to the twin-soul of Man, to nurture the mind-seedlings waking up to the inner call; for the mind to unfold the petals of self-awareness.
It is the dying Earth’s need to be embraced by soul-transforming powers marking time in boundless space to evolve all life.
Yet forever more potent yawns the abyss between the inner and outer levels.
As the inner is torn away from the outer, the interaction of levels becomes non-existent, only a very few human individuals still struggle to find a way to forge the link that unbroken, follows the totality of eternal realities needed and unite separatism with the hard earned bliss of unity.
Civilised men could not be further away from that dynamic point of mediation, far easier to glorify the name, mask or personality, than to struggle inwardly for that self-conscious responsibility, without vanity or acknowledgement, from the outside world of glamour.
As for myself;
I am torn between the ‘one breath’ that calls me, and the call of the many that seem to need my help.
I am torn until I find a way to unite the many with the one and so I go on and on, from eternity to eternity, unstoppable because always there is the need and the call equal in their struggle to become one with the ‘all’, human and elemental, individual and universal..
The principles within the the human constitution do not change, yet individual perception is ever uniquely expressed, conditioned by physical identifying mankind, unconditioned by soul-conscious choice, which comes from beyond the brain mind.
The true mind expresses itself from eternity to eternity, unstoppable because always there is the need and the wake-up-call in the emanating-creative powers within all of us, to become and eternally be.
The inner or psychic self in incarnation, is able to penetrate different dimensional experiences translated into objective consciousness by the analytical powers of the intellect.
Together they are destined to become the bridge,a conscious link between the elemental, human and universal mind.
It is soul-transforming power that ultimately creates forms out of shapeless matter, so that in the hands of freeborn man by the psyche’s subjectivity and its instinctual-intellectual nature in synthesis, the dream of the equality between spirit and matter may become a living reality.
So why the innate urge of man’s heart and mind to create to destroy rather than evolve?
That is a question which can only be answered by individual free will and choice, that decrees to form and become the mediating transformer of life changing energies, either follow the easy magnetic pull down into material concretions. or struggle for all eternities to answer to the magnetic pull up towards evolutionary wholeness-awareness.
It is between force and form, positive and negative, where the soul, mind and heart of Man, as a trinity manifests and comes into their own truth of being.
Free will and choice between the opposites, can easily be pulled towards the way of least resistance, into mind-gratification of incarnation-consciousness, away from soul-guidance.
The balance of the way is that which follows truth. In the human case, the inner and outer self as one taking on the responsibility for planetary life perceived as a metaphoric vision of the evolution of life and consciousness that knows neither a beginning or an end.
In the fullness of time the divine spark of man is destined to manifest as a seven-principled being.
Each individual is responsible for itself to reach that ultimate state of his or her inner dynamic balance, incarnating to defile or fulfil that sacred duty.
Global civilisations have given birth to monsters, yet they call it new world order, the ultimate Brotherhood of men progressing in inventory achievements beyond their wildest dreams, ignorant of the cost, the destruction of planetary and their own evolutionary life.
So why the ongoing wars, the threat and peril of nuclear powers in the hands of personalised pettiness teachings of grasping powers of profiteers.
Only the free spirit within can give direction to daily existence.
Death holds the link of the present and the hereafter, the same link is held between Nature and Man which decrees all is unity, the heart of the soul of man.
So that even today, in the face of insurmountable opposition, it is reconciled by every unselfish thought and act following the fourth cosmic ray of harmony through conflict, linking like-minded spirits on this and the other side of death. Every unselfish act and thought of individuals on earth attune to like-minded spirits on the astral planes.
There are three black holes of consciousness on the Kabalistic tree. The cosmic is the Ain-Soph-Aur the causal, the emanation-creation of consciousness, manifestation of the spirit-spark,soul-consciousness and the soul triple flame emanation- creation, of the upper triangle descending into the fourfold unity, to link within the fourth principle the sea-fires of the unconscious, with the lower triangle, the collective unconscious, the ego and persona triple flame seeking full expression in the sevenfold human-being-man, objectified as a shadow-reflection of active intelligence of conscious life throughout the kingdoms on earth.
INVOCATION-EVOCATION OF THE TRIPLE-SELF:
The Council of the Gods: (Summer Solstice for some)
The Animus, Anima and the Individual or incarnation consciousness interacting on the tree.
All-together:
“The twelve petals of the lotus of the sky, unfold to reveal the hidden core of ‘being human’.
Three swords strike the heart of the mother to disclose the six pointed star of Self-awareness and the five pointed star of the human being.
The heart of the sun yet veils the heart-beat of fully conscious life, stirring response of a new dawn, a new world, a new consciousness.
A new consciousness, through us, if we make the effort to shift our purely materialistic focus on life on earth.
To grasp and evaluate the ‘I am that’ (who, what, why) to the ‘I am that am I’ so that self-knowledge may function in scope, depth and significance throughout the spheres.
Together we progress through measured and meaningful steps towards the synthesis of the part with the whole.
Individual in Malkuth, the Earth says:
I am earth, god-child of the moon and the sun, radiating time, the oyster of form, physically becoming I hold stirring intelligence, born to survive the bitter sweet dawn of creation.
Conscious light objectified I nurture, sustain and protect, the form holding the mind=seedlings within the elements to discern.
Light and shade, humming day, silent night, I relate the kingdoms of limitation to the eternal quest of initiation.
Thus I unlock the door to the first mansion of the soul whose key is; – to breath.-
The individual in the moon says:
“Mine is the dream of life, love and light, like a deep river releasing into the ocean of the collective unconscious, emotional resonance objectified waking instinctual tidal waves, dew drops to sentient life moved to become what they are.
Mine are the melodies in every atom, every cell, every living whole synchronized nightly into the soul-throb of love in the swelling womb, passed vibrations, memories of an unfulfilled furure.
Mine is the cauldron of twilight life, moulding the root patterns of destiny, moody response, now waxing, now waning in the mirror reflected image of latent powers,, birth of the individual becoming conscious, ready to open the door to the 2nd mansion of the soul whose key is; – ‘to own’-.
The individual in the sun:
“I was Aten, now I am the sun , cycles of light on the four gates of the universe, I touch objective conscious becoming, growth radiation, mediating space marking the middle point of the system between heaven and earth of worlds evolving.
The outer rhythm of my pilgrimage from solstice to solstice radiating forth the composition of worlds in endless varieties, combinations in the complexity of time and space modified for the light reflecting entity of men to grasp their own mystery.
As the brilliance of objectivity my focus is on the celestial spheres I measure the beginning, the middle and the end of time, all encompassing love which ever redeems the residue of past lives.
Together with the elements we fashion planetary lives into living organisms.
Let there be light within the great cycles of manifestation.
I, the symbolic Christ-being of the Now, unlock the door to the 3rd mansion of the soul, whose key-word is; – ‘to know’ -.
The animus in Chokma-Neptune says:
I am Neptune, wisdom of the mystic.
Mine is the the song of the sea and the mauve sunset into which all things and all tonalities merge.
Mine is the ecstatic surge towards unconditioned love, proclaiming annihilation to all its personalised conditions.
I am the acid that dissolves separation in the waters that flow into the collective unconscious, ever seeking the universal rhythm transcending the earth-horizons from instinct to intellect to intuition I am the nebulae, master of glamour mirages, deceiving phantasms from dream to fallacy, from physical to psychic drugs, in contradiction to mystical revelations, robe of glory, garment of the Christ, I am the threshold of individual choice, ancient Neptune unlocking the door to the 4th mansion of the soul, whose key is; -‘to establish’-.
The anima in Hod-Mercury:
I Mercury, messenger of the gods change the patterns of organic interrelationships giving perception to sensation, power of god-like association, writing the Hieroglyphs of nerve currents knotting smaller and greater centres of awareness and response in the organism of the memory-brain.
I the skilled hand forge the link between matter and mind-energies relating the power of love to the glory of form, sensing the potency in every cell, prodding the Caduceus relentlessly, coordinating intertwining serpents of subjective-objective conscious life to heal.
I use cunning to smooth over communication distortions, discrimination of the psyche to transcending human manipulated duality.
Without beginning or end I am Thoth-Mercury, the cunning one, now healing, now teasing, but always I am ready to unlock the door to the 5th mansion of the soul, whose key is; – ‘to release’-.
The anima in Binah-Saturn says:
I am Saturn, within the all understanding of the mother of form I am the lord of boundaries, the inward flow closing in on the cross-spiral, I am Sanat, the five pointed star, going within, turning home.
I trace the circular furrows around the fields that are to become the cities of celestial hosts, the ring-pass-not of the sacred enclosure of the I am that, rod of Initiation, root-power of intelligence ascending.
In the vastness of the unconscious I gather seeds of the cycles, witnessing immortality within formative life, symbol of the perfectly cut diamond, geometrical splendour, individualised to understand the universe expanding, time coming face to face with timelessness that ever opens the door to the 6th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to improve’-.
The animus in Netzach-Venus says:
“I am Venus the queen bee, celestial sound-vibrations in the body of man, alchemy to the psyche, food to the fourfold base of the pyramid.
I extract and abstract honey out of the quintessence, elixir of love in the circulation of life, light and love.
I am magnetised chemistry of love and despair, under the law of attraction and repulsion I transmute the gross into the subtle, star of the morning, star of the evening, first light in the cycles generating mastery of love unconditioned.
Cross of gratification to individuation, I the eternal Venus open the door to the 7th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to relate’-.
The anima in Chesed-Jupiter says:
“I am Jupiter, ruler of the walls and the gates, the skin and the senses.
I expand in balance the imagery within the constitution of the system alignied to the organic whole, keeping the sense of unity ever seeking spiritual integrity opposing concretions between solar will and space-time limitation, cosmic guided aspiration within man I open the door to the 8th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to renew’-.
The anima in Geburah-Mars says:
“I am Mars, to move away, to go towards, to reproduce away from the centre to experience conscious equilibrium of physical matter.
As the unseen warrior I equalise to compensate the tragic comedy of life in its physical expressions.
I, the one-eyed power draw out of the heart of the sun the mystic darkness, the light to go forward.
I the giant cyclop within the Orion mystery protect the green ray, lady of desire.
In the war of the sexes I cut through the concretions of incarnations in search of transpersonal seeds to take root and come forth in their circuits of experience.
I hold the double-edged sword of consciousness opening the door to the 9th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to understand’-.
The individual in Kether-Uranus says:
“I am Uranus, at the top of the tree I turn to face the Earth being.
At the end of the old we face a new beginning, not yet revealed to us, facing the door to the 10th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to achieve’- .
Also in the hands of Uranus tight lipped waiting for the opening door of the 11th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to transfigure’-.
At that point it is up to individual free will and choice to open the door of the 12th mansion of the soul whose key is; -‘to transcend’-.
This can only be done if the individual has fulfilled its karmic journey and through the triangle of Uranus, Pluto and Vulcan reaches the depths of the black hole of consciousness to rise as a new born star transpersonal and beyond individuation returns to become the opener of the way to transcend all life towards a new level of consciousness beyond physical matter.
It is the warrior of old, nameless throughout eternity who defends the cross of matter carried by self-conscious and self-responsible man individually accepted, because such is the reality of the 10th, 11th. And 12th. houses of the mansions of the souls of men, making ideals, seeking great visions, achieving oneness with the universal flame of noble determination to transfigure themselves and thus transcend life into wholeness awareness opening the door to cosmic compassion, original conception of the idea of the tree of life as a symbol of contradiction rising out of the unknown to spread unity across the evolution of consciousness which is the purpose of all creation.
The anima-animus-individual as one say:
“The unknown or ultimate knowledge reflected in the word made flesh expresses itself through us, the fruit of the tree holding the seed of rebirth where the many die to the one, until all tonalities live through planetary man through which all things physical flow, stolen moments in time which neither desert storms, great floods or vicious winds can obliterate.
The achievement of transcended lives through the 3 Venusian bees drawing the divine ambroisac from the heart of the sun here and now in the embrace of the council of the gods and the moving spirit of the earth we assimilate that which has been gathered through millenia, so that all life may experience the vitality of the twelvefold development of the three degree section of the soil above and below, invisible and made visible extending to infinity through the perseverance of the free spirit within.
“The Unconscious opens the door to the twin-soul and mind and says:
“Listen to the song of the One Life its melodies vibrating throughout creation, individually experienced and expressed in a multitude of of differentiating forms, which have one thing in common, they are the root-seed of Evolution on seven planes of human experience.
Throughout many earth incarnations, they enhance the growth in self-awareness until they have reached and fully awakened, the seven head centres, whose nucleus is the heart of the sun, linked by the throat-centre to the circulation of physical life-form expressions.
Your soul, mind and heart are metaphorically speaking the roots of the tree of differentiation, growing from subjective existential life into objective awareness, consciously responding to the magnetic pull of life-waves drawn into the space-time-continuum of the system.
The recording of the cycles of rebirth is an evolutionary lesson towards self-awareness, manifesting as subjectivity objectified into earth lives and stored in the memory-banks of the collective unconscious, so that transcendence of a none principled level becomes possible.
Individual destiny lies in the hands of the skill and nurturing of inner growth, so that the outer may become an ever clearer and purer reflection of that inner unfolding of wisdom, understanding and knowledge.
Man has been given free will and choice, to be or not to be, to choose soul-intent or the glamour of the pseudo-self, the trickster, the artificial intelligence relying on fulfilling an eterinty in a blink of an eye, a momentary spectacular display of fireworks.
No time to look within,and climb the ladder of light. Far easier the short time thrill of an incarnation with its small reward of shining in the eyes of an outer superficial world.
Animal instinct is wiser than this personalised obsession with glory of mankind.
This lengthy introduction is necessary, because the way to self-awareness is hard at best. Strenous, unrelenting and demanding in its nature to do justice to all things great and small besides taking on the responsibility of an unbiased approach to the conflict of the opposites brought on by simple life struggling to evolve.
The fact is; Eternity itself depends on the snake-like movement of man, the original culprit of the conflict to redeem himself and find a way between the two opposing forces for the sake of evolutionary life, needing mediating energies, adjusting to karmic laws on a daily basis..
Only with that conviction of an inner truth, can you enter the wheel of rebirth without fear.”
The triangle of human individuation, the human psyche, child of the fourth creative hierarchy manifesting as active intelligence:
Feeling intelligence:
“I am the first point in the triangle of the human subjective conscious mind..
Thinking intelligence:
“I am the second point of the triangle of human objective conscious mind.
Knowing intelligence:
I am the third point in the triangle incarnation of life experiences of the human conscious mind.
Together;
they manifest as the psyche in its entirety, entering the cycles of rebirth to evolve as the perfected triangle of the persona-triple-flame interacting with the ego-triple-flame and the collective unconscious, through instinct, intellect and intuition manifesting as the archetype of life on earth.
Collective unconscious:
“Together we are the foundation of the conscious breath, the polar opposites on the existential tree, transcended through discrimination into an all embracing -knowledge of the unity underlying all manifesting life.”
“Lets join hands and seek that which we were destined to become.”
Together::
“To become one with that which is, Life in its myriad expressions and hidden knowledge of ‘being’.”
The Unconscious:
“To seal the vitalisation of the first cell, the soul vibrates, the heart responds, the mind breathes in union with creation maturing, in the one breath of eternity and man.
Obj. and subj. mind together:
“So that Being may operate through all the vicissitude of a living organism, a quality that constitutes the tone, colour and sound of the hidden vibrations, life-throb of feeling, thought and experience, giving impulse to that first hesitant step towards” self realisation.”
The Unconscious:
“Through altered states of consciousness, the magic circles of individuation gyrate, gateway to perception and the understanding slowly unfolds. The eternal wisdom ‘sparks’ into flames, man observes Nature and receives in symbols, the power of its message of economy that brings growth and expansion to the system.
Subj. mind:
“I enter into the mystery of these outer forces,forcing me into the wild rapture of release,”
Obj. mind:
“But I move on from searching blindly and singularly at first, to powerfully merge, when its focal point is to share my observations with my twin’s perception, so that together we may have glimpses of the oneness of not only existential life, but acting and interacting in a sensible way, with the wholeness of ‘being’ and beings, however difficult the challenge to one’s self-esteem.”
Subj. mind:
“Roused out of a deep slumber I become the intoxication of utter surrender to the magic of the One Life shared with a multiplicity of other seekers, accepting their different approaches, to the same goal.”
Obj. mind:
“Where I am the boundless desire that surges through the complex, conquering communication with worlds old and new. Where I am the critical understanding of reality that is my Self.”
Subj. mind:
“Within me lies the involutionary-evolutionary seed of Life-tides coming and going.”
The Unconscious:
“Life is change everlasting, an awareness that produces by deep undulation in the human spirit, the ‘I am that’ on Earth, its echo resounds throughout all eternity.”
Subj. mind:
“I am the world within,”
Obj. mind:
“I am the world without”
The Unconscious:
“How can one go without the other?
Self and consciousness are never apart, being the alpha and omega of Life-expression.”
Obj. mind:
“Is the setting sun less basic than the rising sun?”
Subj. mind:
“Is the sense of relatedness less real than the – I – ?
The Unconscious:
“On the cross of Being, magically formed by the horizon and meridian and by the horizontal and vertical power-zones of time and space, neither surging from right to left, above or below, but finding release in between – the point in the middle – hub of the wheel of eternity, consciousness breathes.”
Obj. mind:
“May my part be the communion between the great and the small,”
Subj. mind:
“May my response become a part of a greater whole,”
The Unconscious:
“Together we play every string of the harp of existential life that is ‘in Being’.
Together we face the mystery of relationships and the magic of belonging, the reason for all things to exist and are within and outside the circles of time.
Destiny speaks and links the seed to the root, growth towards the bringing of fruit, creative significance of the cross, matter receiving to relate force and form, life-energies making up the wheel of Eternity which is the knowledge of the One within the many.”
Subj. and obj. mind together:
“We ever seek to renew ourselves.”
The Unconscious:
“Which is your origin of ‘Being’, individual and collective choice; to become conscious Life ever evolving.
Obj.and subj. mind together:
“To know is to experience duality, the thinker becomes he who knows, yet is unafraid of the discontent that stirs the ocean of emotion.”
The Unconscious:
“Where the limitless confronts the limited whose mirror image is duality seeking the triad of force, form and consciousness, so that autonomous space and time may rejoice in each other.”
Subj. mind:
“Where I look into the past,”
Obj. mind:
“Clear seeing reveals the future,”
The Unconscious:
“Where loneliness grown out of misconception disappears and in its place rays of conscious awareness appear in the Now, closing the gap between the inequality of the polar opposites.
Obj. and subj. mind:
“From instinct to intuition to evolved intelligence, we pass the threshold into the unknown.”
The Unconscious:
“Facing the Spirit of Being, soul-transforming power informing matter with the creative spark and quality of free born Man.”
Ritual towards the purification of the human aura:
This ritual entails the Aura of the Individuality overshadowed by the 3rd cosmic ray of active intelligence, Nature’s ray in modern men, manifesting through the Intellect and the Heart as a symbol of the will to live, overshadowed by the 1st cosmic ray of will and power and the mind as a symbol of understanding earth life, overshadowed by the 2nd cosmic ray of love-wisdom.
The whole ritual is based on the human aura in dynamic balance with the 7th cosmic ray of , ceremonial (religion) ritual (social order) and magic (science).
This 7th Ray is the regent of the Age of Aquarius.
Together the heart, mind and human aura say:
“Let us approach and call forth in dynamic harmony the warmth of the heart that aspires towards unconditioned love, purification of the mind that symbolises the seas in which the worlds are born.
Guided by the ebb and flow of the rivers flowing beneath all manifested being the aura and atmosphere of Life, robed in blue and green and silver of the sunset opening the western gate;
Let there be a light radiating in the west, by the power of love vested within us, blessed be this western gate and blessed be the element of water.
They move into the night under the moon.
Together they say:
“Let us wake up, out of the night of mystically induced sleep, not only to seek, but find the place and function of the planetary whole, once worshiped as Isis, who in the heavens was the supernal mother, upon the earth our lady of nature and in the airy kingdoms, between heaven and earth the ever changing mood of the tides of flux and reflux upon the persona on earth and in the hearts of men. Today we evoke the chord of vibrant tones which we call common sense, so that we may go forward and find strength in the footsteps of those who mastered their aura and atmosphere.
The heart moves to link with the light of mercury-awareness and says:
“I call upon the universal law who sets all stars in motion reflected on the mirror of eternal night, behold the quicksilver within the womb of indigo (love-wisdom) around which the energies of the guardians bear, the owl and the tiny wren opening up to the deepest mysteries of the northern gate, death and birth.
Together they say:
“Let there be a light reflecting in the north, by the power of this law within us, blessed be this northern gate and blessed be the element of earth.
The brain-mind moves into the star of Venus and says:
“I call upon the ascended light shining victorious and bringing all souls together in one convocation, the white light robed in gold and deep blood red, riding the energies of the white mare, I enter the southern gate, burning fire of planetary life, guardian of eternal life.
Together they say:
“Let there be light increasing and illuminating in the south where we become the keeper of lights, blessed be this southern gate and blessed be the element of fire.”
All enter the sphere of the sun, aura around the lower abyss and say:
“We call upon life anywhere and everywhere, it sweeps the land like a whirlwind and summons all living creatures to its court.
Let there be light uttered from the void, peace to all signs and shadows , light in all ways and darkness; reborn.
Crowned with the spreading antlers of the stag, robed in the living flames of green we enter through the eastern gate at dawn, acknowledging the energies of the totem animals of old, the wolf, crow and the soaring eagle., king of air.
By the power of life vested within us, blessed be this eastern gate and blessed be the element air.
Let these powers be as One dynamic Life shining through all complexity.
The mind enters the time-zone of Saturn, the heart the ocean of wisdom Neptune, common sense adjusts to the sphere of Uranus which is symbolic of an end that ever represents a new beginning.
Together they say:
“Surrounded by the burning flames of Life we become one with the aura of the universe , heart and soul of the life breath which understands wisdom, law of endurance that manifests as common sense on Earth through the human being the child of Sophia (wisdom) and Father Time (Saturn).
We invoke the child of light within and evoke the child without, to stand in wonder and acceptance of life’s need to express itself through us.
Blessed be the light that comes among us, blessed be the light that lives within, blessed be our being, one light dedication and purpose towards all life struggling to evolve.
By the power of this one light rising in every star we transform, send forth and remain dynamic peace that joins the wheels of stars at midnight as well as the radiating sun at noon.
Forever we are the manifesting elements of the Sphynx through the fourfold unity, duality of the heart, duality of the mind, duality of the soul, duality of being, light working through heat, light magnetism and electricity, with man as light, the bull as heat, the lion’s grip as the attraction of the magnet, the eagle as the far reaching flashes of the electric fluid expressing simple common sense, as above the father, so below the child, Aima the mother as emanation, the bride creation, the veiled mystery unveiled, so that life by fire may never die but transform, beyond the appearance give sight of Life that ever is the one Light.
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